i talked to you on the phone today. it's been awhile. you moved to t and didn't tell me till after the fact. you have only been my friend when you have needed something for YEARS. today you called and needed to know where somewhere in b.r. was for your brother. not to see how i am doing, just directions. the conversation went something like this. you: hey girl how's it going? me: trent got laid off almost 3 weeks ago. we're o.k. with food but i am not sure how we are going to pay the bills in august. you: j needs to know how to get to such in such place. there was no support or anything, just needed directions. you know it's always been like this. do you know how many times i walked ALL the way to your house in the heat after you said come over, i get there, a calls, and you ditch me for her. so what do i do? i cry all the way home and wait for you to call me again. see i have always wanted a true friend to be there unconditionally for me and not brush me aside, like i feel i have been there for you. you remember when you got pregnant and weren't married? you remember all those times e was gone with the army and i was there. every time. i can not be any bodys "only when needed friend". i need to be an anytime friend. it's true i dont get calls to come and do things with people. but i am o.k. with that. i would rather spend my days here by myself with the girls, then spend my nights, broken-hearted ever again.